Despite only needing to complete a couple of assignments, one of which is more than half ready I have decided to pack it all in. The major reason for this decision is my present state of health which is not that good and presents particular problems in pursuing photography, Stress makes my condition worse so I was less than pleased when I received an e-mail from the OCA in which I was accused of intimidating a study group (I am not sure how you intimidate a whole group) and that I called one of the tutor's "a silly woman". I deny that I used or even thought such an expression - it is simply not part of my vocabulary. The thought of having to defend myself in a hearing is just too much not least because I have very little or any faith in the OCA's management of such issues. It has always been one of my beefs with the OCA that they lack expertise in certain areas. In this particular case I was asked to respond to the accusation not knowing what in particular it referred to and whether the words in the e-mail were those used by my accuser or a 'précis' by the writer.
I thought it would be difficult to withdraw after getting so close to the finishing line but it was one hell of a relief. In the end adding another degree to those I already have is not worth risking my health. My primary aim was to become a better photographer and that I have done. It has been something of a roller coaster of a journey but on the whole it has been a positive experience brought about by working with some excellent tutors that offset the lesser able or on at least one occasion the apparently disinterested.
As to the future I can look forward to doing photography purely for the sheer enjoyment. Boy itr feels good!!!
